Chapter 1: when he comes
Dreams are funny. They dig deep inside your brain, and pull out what you fear, what you love, or even things that you had no clue were true. Sure sometimes it could be completely out of the blue and crazy, but every dream has it’s meaning.
That’s the explanation I was given from my grandma when I told her I was having dreams of the devil.
No forreal, the actual Devil, but he didn’t have hooves, or horns poking out of his head.
So how do I know he was the Devil? Well, I was about 11…

The wind howled around the bandit as the sun sunk behind him. He sat upon a rock waiting on the man who had called him at such a rush, but he couldn’t complain. The man made him a deal he couldn’t refuse and the only way the deal could be carried out was at the precise hour. Of course the bandit had retired a few years earlier, maybe a little rusty but he was still the finest bandit the country had ever seen. The weather was not particularly in his favor, but the bandit saw it was worth it…

Sweet Sweet America

I wish I could tell you that life gets easier once you turn the age of 21 and for some people it does.

For some people life is really really amazing up until this point and I know what you’re thinking…

You’re still young.

If you settle in the blues now you’re just gonna become one of those Debbie downers who suck the fun out of everything every chance you get and you’ll waste your 20s in the gutter.

Poor lonely girl who didn’t do anything with her life, because she was too afraid. …

Are you?

If I could wake my mother up I would tell her that I’ve been trying to find myself in all the wrong places.

That the day we buried her in that casket after that one long boring summer I lost myself and how my wrist never stop from bleeding.

The way blood drips down them like sweat with a sort of belongness’s tied

-the girl in the corner

In life

We all have that one person.

That when they die they not only take themselves but a part of us with them.

We lose something and that in…

I had did it again.

I had planted my trust into someone with half a brain and then wondered why at the end of the night I was the one standing on the other side empty handed.

As the old saying goes

You give someone an inch and they take a mile or in my case you give someone an inch and they’ll run in the other direction quickly.

No matter how nice you are or what you go the extra mile to offer

some people just don’t want the help

Even if they really need the help because they're…

“My husband found me in bed with another man in our bedroom. I expected him to shoot both of us right there but he didn’t.

He nicely asked my side guy to get dressed and leave. I was shaking to the toe at that moment. He told me to go take a shower.

I tried to apologize but he told me he didn’t want to talk about it, because there was nothing he could do to reverse what happened. That was the last time we spoke about it. Ever since that day he has been nice to me. …

Angela Farley

probably somewhere hiding in my room.

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