Midnight call from Anxiety

you tell yourself that its going to be fine and then you feed into that fine , shoveling through every inch of it believing it

oh my mother was fine you say the words repeating all of which you aren’t

father fine

sister fine

and other equipped beings all fine

so it should be fine

i should be fine

why cant i be fine

Just a different little take on how I lie to myself about my #aniexty #life #problems