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“My husband found me in bed with another man in our bedroom. I expected him to shoot both of us right there but he didn’t.

He nicely asked my side guy to get dressed and leave. I was shaking to the toe at that moment. He told me to go take a shower.

I tried to apologize but he told me he didn’t want to talk about it, because there was nothing he could do to reverse what happened. That was the last time we spoke about it. Ever since that day he has been nice to me. He buys me flowers and take me out at least twice a week.

Just last week he took me shopping and spent R4400. He’s busy organizing a baecation for us overseas before Christmas .

My husband is doing everything I want as from a man, but here is my problem.

What he saw last month is eating me everyday, especially since he doesn’t want to talk about it. I’m losing weight. I expected him to chase me away, punish me or call a family meeting to report me. He’s doing the opposite.

I feel like he’s planning to do something bad to me. Sometimes I open my eyes at night and find him looking at me. When I ask he says he’s admiring my beauty and thanking God for blessing him with a flame of a woman. I think he’s planning to do something to me when we are overseas. Am I being unnecessarily paranoid?”