What it means to want to be with someone

To love someone you never even met is rather a tragedy more than it is a gift.
You sit and contemplate on whether or not the voices in your head has outdone themselves with this one. At Least I know that’s how It usually is.
 You’d go mad
but not the bad kind of mad the good kind. Overreacting over the slightest of possibilities 
That they’d be perfect just not for you. 
 Although you never knew the truth. 
Up to this day the emotions you’ve felt still laying there ready for the possibility. The possibility of an 'us. But there would never be an us…