Uniquely reviving how a person you just met could make you quit your job, flee the city, and conquer your dreams all because their was a part of them that you envied on the inside.
The part where the eyes couldn’t see, but the mind could wonder.
You’d admire them, but not the admiring everyone who knows what it means to appreciate an actual other human being uses, the deathly admiring. The admiring you would contain is the one in which it couldn’t even be considered its meaning anymore.
You’d want to skin them, kill them, become them. They reminded you of what your life could’ve been like and you didn’t wanna let that go. Anything was better than having to live with the unbearable failures you’ve consumed your daily years with.